Burning in the Skies Iridescently Powerless

Are you back to normal yet?

I miss you.

I need you.

Random Mumbles...

Tips for future resumes (from Anon):

Current state of health? Not important.
Current state of mind? Important.

Malaysians keep making this mistake:
It's Referee OR Reference Person. That person is not your "reference", and you're not writing an article.

Aftermath

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah, the MPSJ event went smoothly, albeit with a few kinks here and there..
Then again, what do you expect, eh? =)
The feedback was positive both from the educators and the organizing committee.
The XploRace also went alright. It started shakily, but then ended on high~
Had to intervene in the middle, but hey, who wouldn't, right?

Up next is the postmortem. I do hope it goes well because..
for one, there was NEVER a FULL QUOTA whenever we have a meeting before the event.. Ad je sesape yg ad hal.. haih..
They better not do this for the postmortem or I myself shall give them an earful.
I just hope I'll be able to parry any salvos directed at me then.

This week promises to end on a high note, but like all things in life, it has to be earned.
How do I do that?
3 tests (possibly more), plus a multitude of assignments to complete by the end of this month (!!!)

Pray that I have enough strength to survive this week relatively unscathed.

=)

Revelation

Bismillah

Ya Allah, please let there be no unpleasant surprises for me during these next few days..
Because of what happened, I have become a little jumpy, a little twitchy and doubly as paranoid as I was..

You are my strength. You give me hope.

Amiin.

Today would be one of those days where I slept for so little time.
Let's see for how long can I resist the Sandman today..

To-Do List:
- Setel transport and everything associated with it
- Setel deco @ MPSJ
- Study for upcoming test(s)

The Night Before The Day Before The Event..

Assalamualaikum~

Ya Allah, what a hectic day.. And tomorrow promises to be no different.
So far, preparations for the event are on-going.
Alhamdulillah, if all goes well, I might be able to finalize the transport issues tomorrow.

No gripes. No venting today. Did that already in my prayers just now..

Now, just have to make sure I don't overstep my boundaries..

Ya Allah, give me strength.
I love you.
I need you.

*kpop2ne1shoutoutexitout*

May Quinze

Assalamualaikum to you who's reading this post.

Today, May 15th, marks the date the Jewish occupation and oppression of our Palestinian brothers and sisters. More details can be found in Facebook.

Yesterday, well.. Thanks to one "senior" classmate being oblivious -or careless-, a test that one lecturer decided to make was postponed. Great.
Once again, >that< classmate managed to get a lecturer to do her bidding. Ugh.
Please la, you think that just because YOU forgot to jot down about the test yesterday, there would be no test la?! pfft.
Jangan la bodo sombong!! ASK SOMEONE next time instead of coming to your own bloody conclusions!!!!!
Thanks to your bloody fB wall post, half the class never wanted to show up.
Please. Wake. UP!!
Just because you are older than me, does not mean you know everything.
I learned that, at times, those younger than you do know more than you.
Unless you start showing them the respect that they deserve, you will be nothing more than a pest to me.
Dah la time PR tu ko dgn segala hormatnye nk take over n conquer semua kan??
What bothers me is that, why do all those people that you call "friends" leave you alone and never tegur you at all? Do they not realize what you are doing?

Okay. Enough venting. =)

On a brighter note, things between NAR and I are looking bright, Alhamdulillah.
Insya Allah, if all goes well, I shall be making it official.

it's 9:15.. Allahuakbar.. I got Database @ 10am.

Salam.

*kpop2ne1shoutoutexitout*

Intentions..

Found this somewhere whilst surfing (cowabunga, dude!) just now..
Really hit me like a rusty wrench to the gonads:

Pilihanku..
Bukannya pada paras rupa yang menawan hati..
Kerana cintaku bukan pada pandangan semata..
Takut jika diwarnai kegelapan..
Kita buta hilang arah..

Pilihanku..
Bukannya pada manis tutur kata bermadah..
Kerana cintaku bukan pada janji yang bermaharajalela..
Andainya suara dikaburi fitnah,
Kita rebah tiada bermaya..

Pilihanku..
Bukan pada banyaknya harta dunia,
Kerana cintaku bukannya ternilai dengan harga..
Bimbang kemewahan membawa leka..
Menghilangkan cinta kita pada-Nya..
Lalu di manakah bahagia?

Pilihanku itu..
seorang yang buta..
Buta menilai paras rupa..
Sesungguhnya syahadahnya menggegar seluruh jiwaku..
Keikhlasannya melakar cinta yang diredha..
Tongkatnya pada akidah yang menyinari laluan bahagia

Pilihanku itu...
Seorang yang bisu..
Bisu mengungkapkan janji yang tiada pasti..
Kerana harapan disandarkan pada Illahi..
Pendiriannya menusuk nurani Adam..
Bait-bait kesyukurannya lahir pada sujud seorang hamba

Pilihanku itu..
Seorang yang papa dan hina...
Papa dengan takbur yang mengubur
Hina kerana sederhana..
Iman memujuk jiwanya..
Cintanya pada agama mengikat tali ukhwah..
Lalu disimpul teguh pada tiang pernikahan..

Pilihan ku..
Pada agama yang memelihara
Pada Syahadah yang mengiringi
Pada al-Quran yang membimbing..

Biar..
Cinta ku pada Maha Menyintai..
Kerana janji-Nya yang pasti
Cinta ku pada kekasih Illahi
Kerana memimpin ke jalan bahagia yang hakiki
Kasih isteri pada cinta yang diberi..
Biarlah sampai ke Akhirat nanti...
Kerana yang sebenarnya ku mahukan padanya..
Bukan cuma kekasih duniawi..
Tapi teman menuju Syurgawi..